I Love YOU

I love you,

 So much.

 It keeps me alive yet it's tearing me down.

 I love you,

 That's all i know,

 Ever since i started loving you i forgot about everything else.

 Do you even know how hard it is to wake up everyday knowing that you can't be mine?

 This is completely hard for me, to face everyday life knowing that you wouldn't know about me.

 Boy if you only knew how my feelings could drown you.

 It's scary and unhealthy,

 But i love you.

 I keep hurting myself because i chose to love you even if i know i don't have a chance for you to love me back.

 But that is just how stupid i am.

 I’m stupid like this,

 I am no where near sane.

 I don't even know what is being sane is all about.

 All i know is you,

 And this feelings i have for you.

 I love you so much that the thought of moving on is already killing me.

 I know i can't stop loving you,

 And this would go on for eternity,

 Coz it's you.

 It has always been you,

 But you wouldn't know.

 You're clueless.

 And I'm sick,

 Not physically though,

 But there is only this thin line separating me from rationality and sanity.

  I can't let go,

 I can't let go of something that never existed.

 So this will be forever,

 The pain and the hurt will be forever.

 I'll continue loving you like this.

 Because it's you,

 And nobody else.