I kept on smiling unconsciously,

knowing that I will have you in my heart forever.

I could never pretend that you weren't real.

I could never hide what my heart wanted to feel.

I want to be the 'worth it' girl for you.

The one who will always be by your side and will never leave you.

Even though I know I don't stand a chance.

But I am just being true to my heart.

With its every rapid beating that I ignored.

I can't do anything about this.

I can't move on because i can't leave my heart stuck in that moment.

I honestly can't leave because I know this is forever.