You're the most beautiful creation I ever laid my eyes on..

I'll never get tired of imagining my future with you in it

Falling in love with you wasn’t my intention..

But now it’s the only thing I know..

Even if we are separated by land and water.. I want you to know that I’ll love you forever..

I could just wish I’m the one you think about when it’s hard for you to

sleep late at night..

No one can love you the way I do..

It's just that..

It's not the love you want and need.. 

You're not really perfect..

But the way I see you..

It's like you're the most perfect creation I've ever seen.. 

How can I forget you..

When unintentionally, you gave me so much to remember..

So much…….

I've always been on a sea of uncertainty..

I keep making the wrong decisions even if I analyze things carefully..

Or maybe I'm just doing everything wrong that's why..

But it feels so right and it makes me at least ok..

By far..

The weirdest decision I ever made is loving you forever..

Even if I know for a fact that you can't love me..

Someone as gorgeous as you is not cut off for me..

I tried a lot of times to stop myself from further hurt..

But really, tell me, how will I stop?

How do you make a feeling stop?

When it's the only thing that keeps me going..

When it's the only thing I know..

How?

How am I suppose to let go?

When you aren't even mine..

And there's just me who loves you..

And you..

Who doesn't even know.. 

At the back of my mind I know it’s too good to be true..

But it's hard to accept that fact when I am so much in love with you.. 

“i love you not because of your race, not because of your money, and not because of your appearance. i love you because you are you. you are true and worth loving.” — ~nixian solon

I just want to let you know..

I will certainly never forget that somewhere.. Sometime.. I fell in love with a gorgeous guy like you..

I may never move on..

I might get stuck in these emotions..

But you should know that I regret nothing..

You don’t know me at all..

I don’t particularly want the world to know about my feelings for you..

But this is the only way I can think of right now..

This post might not even reach you..

But it’s worth a try..

I love you Lee Hyukjae..

That’s all there is to it..

That’s all I’ve been dying to say..

I love you..

You don’t have to love me too..

Just continue smiling and I’d definitely be happy everyday..

For this love that I have for you is not asking for anything in return..

Just be happy always..

I love you..

Could I walk along the street with you..

Could you sit beside me on an empty bench by the side walk..

Just for a while.. Could you?

Would you?

If you were a song… I'd probably always have an LSS.

I was caught on fire..
You were the flame..
And I'm slowly turning into ashes..
I liked the warmth..
I didn't notice it was slowly killing me.. 

Could you stop me from falling any further..
Because i don't know how to do it on my own..

To have you loving me..
For you to willingly hug me..
To be able to see your sleeping face at three in the morning..
For you to want to comfort me..
To be the one you want to be with..
For me to understand when nobody else could..
To listen to you and only you..

I could only wish..
I could only hope..
I could only love..

And I love you..
I love you Lee Hyukjae..

I love your smile.

It is even brighter than the brightest ray of sunlight that ever blinded my eyes.

To be able to be in the same lifetime as you is enough blessing..

I feel sorry for the past and future generations because they didn't get to know you..

Maybe the future kids would come across your name and how great you were at your time..

But being a witness on those things is something i am really thankful for..

So if you're wondering why i can be contented by just loving you like this..

It's because falling in love with you made me feel how wonderful life is already..

And since nothing in this world is perfect..

Of course you can't be mine..

Because perfection does not exist..

However..

In my eyes there is someone who indeed i see as perfect..

And that is you..

Even if i do know of some of your flaws i still see you as someone too perfect..

I just wish somehow that you know..

That somewhere on the other side of the ocean..

There's this girl that is hopelessly in love with you..

Because you are the very first thought I have when I wake up..

and the very last I have before I sleep..

You're on my mind every minute..

Your smile..

Your eyes..

Your lips..

Your hair..

I love you and I feel the need to remind yo everyday..

But I guess you will never realize how much you mean to me..

I'd tell you a thousand times how I feel about you..

If only you'd listen..

I can never fully express in words what I've been dying to say..

Because words aren't going to be enough for you to feel what I've been dying to let you feel..

The thought of crossing a path with you is the only thing that keeps me holding on..

For maybe..

Just maybe..

If you caught a glimpse of my undying gaze upon you..

My eyes would hopefully..

Just hopefully..

Let you read through my soul..

Then maybe..

Hopefully..

You would know..

It's been so long but I still feel the same..

If there is a change it is just that I love you more today than yesterday..